My mood is a bit off on this trip, as it’s my last with Namaste. I fear I may be loosing it.
I may be going a little off.
Ever since I left Tonga I don’t feel like I’m alone onboard, there is defiantly a female presence here and there is a strange calmness to me. I’m not joking! Things are happening!!! I feel like Namaste is exercising herself from the decks, trying to communicate with me, Last night a lay in the cockpit sailing under a thousand stars, and the strange thing was I felt…. “In Love”.
Just before I go to sleep and wake up it’s the most lucid. This morning I woke in the cockpit holding the hand and spooning my lover who obviously wasn’t there. I believe that “other” is Namaste, Have you seen the figure head of Namaste. It is an Asian mermaid wearing a shell necklace.
I’m my dream I’ve turned her into a person. She’s kind of an Asian sea hippie. She wears Indian prints wears Birkenstocks. I woke up with the need to find this woman today. At first I thought she was sunning herself on the deck, I dawned quite the gleam of content until I realized I was alone again.
Maybe I need coalition or some strong mind altering drugs.
Perhaps its just separation anxiety.
I hope I see her tonight!
I’m weird’n out!
– Alex
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